IF AND WHEN

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I DRANK ALONE THE NIGHT AFTER I QUIT THINKING OF HOME
AND HOW EASY WE HAD IT EVEN THOUGH WE LIVED OFF CRUMBS AND HALF-SMOKED CIGARETTES
THE HOLES IN THE WALLS ENCOMPASSED ALL WE'D EVER HOLD

AND I LOOKED TO FIND THE THINGS THAT I'D BEEN MISSING ALL THESE NIGHTS SLIP AWAY FROM US SO FAST IT FEELS JUST LIKE
WE LOST IT, FOUND IT, THEN LOST IT ONE LAST TIME
AND NOW WE JUST ACCEPT WHAT'S IN FRONT OF OUR EYES

AND I MISS IT ALL
BUT SOMETIMES IT'S GOOD TO KNOW THAT IT'S ALL GONE
REALIZING THAT THE YEARS KEEP TRUCKING ON
AND ALL THAT CAME BEFORE AND SINCE IS SURE TO FALL
I TRIED LIKE HELL, DARLING
I GAMBLED AND I LOST

SMOKED IN THE RAIN AND THOUGHT ABOUT HOW YOU WOULD LOVE THIS DAY AND EVERY SINGLE DROP
THE THUNDERING WOULD MAKE YOU WANT TO STAY INSIDE FOR HOURS AND PRAY THAT WE'D NEVER EVER HAVE TO LEAVE THIS PLACE

AND I MISS IT ALL
BUT SOMETIMES IT'S GOOD TO KNOW THAT IT'S ALL GONE
REALIZING THAT THE YEARS KEEP TRUCKING ON
AND ALL THAT CAME BEFORE AND SINCE IS SURE TO FALL
I TRIED LIKE HELL, DARLING
I GAMBLED AND I LOST

IF AND WHEN I FIND SOME LIFE IN ME, I SWEAR I'LL MAKE THE DRIVE
IF AND WHEN I EVER FIND THE TIME

AND I MISS IT ALL
BUT SOMETIMES IT'S GOOD TO KNOW THAT IT'S ALL GONE
REALIZING THAT THE YEARS KEEP TRUCKING ON
AND ALL THAT CAME BEFORE AND SINCE IS SURE TO FALL
I TRIED LIKE HELL, DARLING
I GAMBLED AND I LOST

I LOST IT ALL THIS TIME

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from SUEÑOS MALOS, released March 14, 2016

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